Holy shit, I don't know why but lately I've been down...
Don't know if its the end of the fast approaching end of the holidays, the many issues I'm having to deal with in my social life, the amount of emotional music I've been listening to lately or a mixture of all of them but yeah I'm just fucking depressed lately. I just wish life would just mellow out or something.
Like serious face I was talking with mum in one of our many car rides the other day and I was actually considering that after living a whole lifes worth of fun on our Gap year tour I would just disappear... Go to some foreign country and live out the rest of my days out in the country side just moving whenever I wanted to wherever I wanted... No problems to worry about, not thinking about what will happen next or the consequences it might bring. Just be total chilled out knowing that there is nothing else in my mind but where to go next. Just to take whatever life gives me and work with it good or bad.
That would be the life for me..........
Hopefully that would happen, but I know its a bit unrealistic.
Anywho just thought I would let you in on my deepest and most personal dream which I would put before all my other ones...
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