ok, so let me give you the lowdown.
Boarding is craptastic and has stolen my freedom, there is apparently no more Gap year trip, I am ripping up at school but it isn't what I want, girls are grief butI can't live without them...

and where does this leave me you may ask?
A home I am quickly getting sick of. All I have are mates and family that are keeping me here.

In other news, I have been deeply been searching my spirituality and beliefs and I find that the ideals and practises of Buddhism make alot more sense then those commonly found in the Western world. I have not abandoned my christian values or my religion I just think that by learning more about Buddhism I can only further enhance my knowledge, experience and it will help me to sort my life out alot.

Also, speaking of experiences and of my lack of freedom. I have added to my future plans... As for working, may I politely say; screw that. I still dream of traveling the world, going wherever the wind would take me, and living without attachement or desire (Heart Chakra everyone read up). ITs a dream which I still plan to put into action after we squeeze what we can out of Gap Year.

Finally, I have nominated to be in a leadership position for 2010 at school. I dont know if I will get anything, and I have nominated to be el Capitano. I really do hope that I get it as I could do alot for the school and wouldnt be the dumb fuck everyone see's me as at the moment. Though Calf and Stanley do look to be the favorites so far. Both of those boys deserve it; and I would be honoured to serve both the college and its leaders in 2010.

For the college, for the soon to be empire.... (-..-)

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