ok, so let me give you the lowdown.
Boarding is craptastic and has stolen my freedom, there is apparently no more Gap year trip, I am ripping up at school but it isn't what I want, girls are grief butI can't live without them...

and where does this leave me you may ask?
A home I am quickly getting sick of. All I have are mates and family that are keeping me here.

In other news, I have been deeply been searching my spirituality and beliefs and I find that the ideals and practises of Buddhism make alot more sense then those commonly found in the Western world. I have not abandoned my christian values or my religion I just think that by learning more about Buddhism I can only further enhance my knowledge, experience and it will help me to sort my life out alot.

Also, speaking of experiences and of my lack of freedom. I have added to my future plans... As for working, may I politely say; screw that. I still dream of traveling the world, going wherever the wind would take me, and living without attachement or desire (Heart Chakra everyone read up). ITs a dream which I still plan to put into action after we squeeze what we can out of Gap Year.

Finally, I have nominated to be in a leadership position for 2010 at school. I dont know if I will get anything, and I have nominated to be el Capitano. I really do hope that I get it as I could do alot for the school and wouldnt be the dumb fuck everyone see's me as at the moment. Though Calf and Stanley do look to be the favorites so far. Both of those boys deserve it; and I would be honoured to serve both the college and its leaders in 2010.

For the college, for the soon to be empire.... (-..-)

always end with an up
HOW FUNNY IS THIS GUY:

Dicks pussies and assholes

I rewatched team america today.
Even though it was extremely funny once again I listened more carefully to one of the more famous speeches and found some truth within the matter
I now post it in a hope some peopel will read and understand how I now do:

See, there are three kinds of people, dicks, pussies and assholes.

Pussies think everyone can get along and dicks just wanna fuck all the time without thinking it through.

But then you got your assholes, Chuck, and all the assholes want is to shit all over everything.

So pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while because pussies get fucked by dicks but dicks also fuck assholes, Chuck.

And if they didn’t fuck the assholes, you know what you’d get? You’d get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit...

As it was written..

Spiritual retreat + Personal refection + Friends + Planning = Zen

I know I never really blog and I probably won't for a long span of time again
But Over the last couple of weeks I have Pondered both my thoughts and how I am truly living..
It isn't how I wanted it to be.
So after a Spiritual journey to tinaroo and further more into the wilderness behind my house I have found my calling and how I want to live.
I was not meant to be a man of labour, nor one of to live with the complexities of what many people call "life"
I have planned many things over the last few weeks, I know the way I will be living my life from now on...
And after my schooling Career has finished my true life will begin and no body will be stopping me from living how I want to live...
Im not an outcast, I am loved by friends and family. But come 2011 my journey begins. Will I return? Maybe..
but I will travel the world in search of what I have been seeking for so long already...

Expect nothing, Take everything.
Life is deep and Im going to go to depths no one has ever reached before.

Let there be Fire!

OHHH HELLO.
Its been since like before HAMSTA I know.
Im not going to Recap like the last 10 weeks cause they have been way to brutal.
I still own all the easy classes at school. My skillz are like wicked good now and my knowledge of the universe is still increasing...

Basically Calf has lived at mine for the last two days... Totally awesome fun.
The lulz were uncountable and shared by many. Including discussing a range of topics including fire art, weaponary, GYC (Gap Year Crew), Audio engineering, Brock Lesnar, Gumma's etc.

We have also reached a verdict on our fire spinning ways. Calf has decided to follow the ways of double staff, which is off the chain. The researching process has already begun. I will study the art of contact spinning and have already ordered the three piece break down staff from HOP. I was so Pumped I poo'd a bit...

We also had some brutal times at lucys crib... Watched some funny movies, played some bball and netty, had a pee race, broke a few lights. Fun was had by all :D

Anywho I am done now. I will blog more often now that it is holly's lol.

May the force be with you...

The essence of awesome...

Just as the world was about to turn its back on the sport of Netball...
Two young boys dared to challenge the main stream society ONE MORE TIME!

Seriously is anyone ever going to try stop me and Mattcalf? or are we just way to buff for this shit :P

Today is the massive double header in Netball and we decided after another classic phone call that this match will contain the most douchebaggery so far...
Along with metcalfs growing sweatband collection and the successful find of my size 3 boys outsiders jersey today the sport of Netball is going to get SLIGHTLY MORE IDIOTIC!

Watch out serious face....... Your sport and its small frame could be next (-.-)

As always slap the goon bitches.

What must a King do?

Holy shit, I don't know why but lately I've been down...
Don't know if its the end of the fast approaching end of the holidays, the many issues I'm having to deal with in my social life, the amount of emotional music I've been listening to lately or a mixture of all of them but yeah I'm just fucking depressed lately. I just wish life would just mellow out or something.

Like serious face I was talking with mum in one of our many car rides the other day and I was actually considering that after living a whole lifes worth of fun on our Gap year tour I would just disappear... Go to some foreign country and live out the rest of my days out in the country side just moving whenever I wanted to wherever I wanted... No problems to worry about, not thinking about what will happen next or the consequences it might bring. Just be total chilled out knowing that there is nothing else in my mind but where to go next. Just to take whatever life gives me and work with it good or bad.
That would be the life for me..........
Hopefully that would happen, but I know its a bit unrealistic.

Anywho just thought I would let you in on my deepest and most personal dream which I would put before all my other ones...

Uber slackness

Man............................ Ive never been this slack.
I dunno what it is, but shit I just don't want to move.
Anyways I can't really re-cap the last couple of days cause honestly I've done so much I forgot what I actually did.
So yeah school is getting ever nearer as the last couple of days of the holidays slip away, which really suck a giant metaphorical dick as I'm having alot of fun these holidays. The only good thing about school is that I'll get to see Bonnie again :D
Can't wait for that...

Pretty much had some more physio today and looks like if I keep working my ankle hard I'll be good for Lismore (SAC represent) but its such a pain in the fucking butthole not being able to do half the shit I normally do...
Another gy thing about life at the moment is my parentals are not allowing me to go to Taylah's party tonight which is uber gay cause they said I could last week and are only now changing their mind which really is pissing me off.

UPSIDE OF LIFE! Ellie is home! which is absolute sickness, I saw Bec again!, and today I watched another Godly act performed by his lordship Bear Gryll's as he catched a fucking massive Cat Fish with his BEAR HANDS! (Somebody pick up on that pun)

So yeah thats it man been a while since I blogged it up. Thats it man.
;)


OHHHHHHHH NEATO!