ok, so let me give you the lowdown.
Boarding is craptastic and has stolen my freedom, there is apparently no more Gap year trip, I am ripping up at school but it isn't what I want, girls are grief butI can't live without them...

and where does this leave me you may ask?
A home I am quickly getting sick of. All I have are mates and family that are keeping me here.

In other news, I have been deeply been searching my spirituality and beliefs and I find that the ideals and practises of Buddhism make alot more sense then those commonly found in the Western world. I have not abandoned my christian values or my religion I just think that by learning more about Buddhism I can only further enhance my knowledge, experience and it will help me to sort my life out alot.

Also, speaking of experiences and of my lack of freedom. I have added to my future plans... As for working, may I politely say; screw that. I still dream of traveling the world, going wherever the wind would take me, and living without attachement or desire (Heart Chakra everyone read up). ITs a dream which I still plan to put into action after we squeeze what we can out of Gap Year.

Finally, I have nominated to be in a leadership position for 2010 at school. I dont know if I will get anything, and I have nominated to be el Capitano. I really do hope that I get it as I could do alot for the school and wouldnt be the dumb fuck everyone see's me as at the moment. Though Calf and Stanley do look to be the favorites so far. Both of those boys deserve it; and I would be honoured to serve both the college and its leaders in 2010.

For the college, for the soon to be empire.... (-..-)

always end with an up
HOW FUNNY IS THIS GUY:

Dicks pussies and assholes

I rewatched team america today.
Even though it was extremely funny once again I listened more carefully to one of the more famous speeches and found some truth within the matter
I now post it in a hope some peopel will read and understand how I now do:

See, there are three kinds of people, dicks, pussies and assholes.

Pussies think everyone can get along and dicks just wanna fuck all the time without thinking it through.

But then you got your assholes, Chuck, and all the assholes want is to shit all over everything.

So pussies may get mad at dicks once in a while because pussies get fucked by dicks but dicks also fuck assholes, Chuck.

And if they didn’t fuck the assholes, you know what you’d get? You’d get your dick and your pussy all covered in shit...

As it was written..

Spiritual retreat + Personal refection + Friends + Planning = Zen

I know I never really blog and I probably won't for a long span of time again
But Over the last couple of weeks I have Pondered both my thoughts and how I am truly living..
It isn't how I wanted it to be.
So after a Spiritual journey to tinaroo and further more into the wilderness behind my house I have found my calling and how I want to live.
I was not meant to be a man of labour, nor one of to live with the complexities of what many people call "life"
I have planned many things over the last few weeks, I know the way I will be living my life from now on...
And after my schooling Career has finished my true life will begin and no body will be stopping me from living how I want to live...
Im not an outcast, I am loved by friends and family. But come 2011 my journey begins. Will I return? Maybe..
but I will travel the world in search of what I have been seeking for so long already...

Expect nothing, Take everything.
Life is deep and Im going to go to depths no one has ever reached before.

Let there be Fire!

OHHH HELLO.
Its been since like before HAMSTA I know.
Im not going to Recap like the last 10 weeks cause they have been way to brutal.
I still own all the easy classes at school. My skillz are like wicked good now and my knowledge of the universe is still increasing...

Basically Calf has lived at mine for the last two days... Totally awesome fun.
The lulz were uncountable and shared by many. Including discussing a range of topics including fire art, weaponary, GYC (Gap Year Crew), Audio engineering, Brock Lesnar, Gumma's etc.

We have also reached a verdict on our fire spinning ways. Calf has decided to follow the ways of double staff, which is off the chain. The researching process has already begun. I will study the art of contact spinning and have already ordered the three piece break down staff from HOP. I was so Pumped I poo'd a bit...

We also had some brutal times at lucys crib... Watched some funny movies, played some bball and netty, had a pee race, broke a few lights. Fun was had by all :D

Anywho I am done now. I will blog more often now that it is holly's lol.

May the force be with you...

The essence of awesome...

Just as the world was about to turn its back on the sport of Netball...
Two young boys dared to challenge the main stream society ONE MORE TIME!

Seriously is anyone ever going to try stop me and Mattcalf? or are we just way to buff for this shit :P

Today is the massive double header in Netball and we decided after another classic phone call that this match will contain the most douchebaggery so far...
Along with metcalfs growing sweatband collection and the successful find of my size 3 boys outsiders jersey today the sport of Netball is going to get SLIGHTLY MORE IDIOTIC!

Watch out serious face....... Your sport and its small frame could be next (-.-)

As always slap the goon bitches.

What must a King do?

Holy shit, I don't know why but lately I've been down...
Don't know if its the end of the fast approaching end of the holidays, the many issues I'm having to deal with in my social life, the amount of emotional music I've been listening to lately or a mixture of all of them but yeah I'm just fucking depressed lately. I just wish life would just mellow out or something.

Like serious face I was talking with mum in one of our many car rides the other day and I was actually considering that after living a whole lifes worth of fun on our Gap year tour I would just disappear... Go to some foreign country and live out the rest of my days out in the country side just moving whenever I wanted to wherever I wanted... No problems to worry about, not thinking about what will happen next or the consequences it might bring. Just be total chilled out knowing that there is nothing else in my mind but where to go next. Just to take whatever life gives me and work with it good or bad.
That would be the life for me..........
Hopefully that would happen, but I know its a bit unrealistic.

Anywho just thought I would let you in on my deepest and most personal dream which I would put before all my other ones...

Uber slackness

Man............................ Ive never been this slack.
I dunno what it is, but shit I just don't want to move.
Anyways I can't really re-cap the last couple of days cause honestly I've done so much I forgot what I actually did.
So yeah school is getting ever nearer as the last couple of days of the holidays slip away, which really suck a giant metaphorical dick as I'm having alot of fun these holidays. The only good thing about school is that I'll get to see Bonnie again :D
Can't wait for that...

Pretty much had some more physio today and looks like if I keep working my ankle hard I'll be good for Lismore (SAC represent) but its such a pain in the fucking butthole not being able to do half the shit I normally do...
Another gy thing about life at the moment is my parentals are not allowing me to go to Taylah's party tonight which is uber gay cause they said I could last week and are only now changing their mind which really is pissing me off.

UPSIDE OF LIFE! Ellie is home! which is absolute sickness, I saw Bec again!, and today I watched another Godly act performed by his lordship Bear Gryll's as he catched a fucking massive Cat Fish with his BEAR HANDS! (Somebody pick up on that pun)

So yeah thats it man been a while since I blogged it up. Thats it man.
;)


OHHHHHHHH NEATO!

Mario cart?

Well that was like the most brutal 4 days of my life :P
I did shit all except the following in this order:
1. get to tinaroo
2. play mario cart
3. sleep
4. wake up and watch pokemon movie's
5. fire spin
6. mario tennis
7. fire spin
8. sleep
9. wake up and fire spin
10. epic day of watching my cousin nearly die and see a helicopter land at tinaroo to take her away
11. nurse destroyed ankle from running shit to and from my injured cousin
12. sleep
13. dominate a little kid easter egg hunt ;)
14. NOW

So yeah brutal.
This weekend has changed me, the red sun rose if you know what I mean.
Anyways going to mattcalfs tonight with team awesome. Totally seeiong blacky again so im gunna molest that cool fuckers din hole. Lol im weird.
Cat ya

Mario cart?

On the fifth day, at dawn, look to the east...

So blog crew today was brutal...
Woke up at about midday cause thats how I roll. had an awesome breakfast of chocolate milk and sat on my ass.
Today marked a MASSIVE fight with lucy over pretty much nothing. I wont go into the detail of that train wreck... Pretty much pissed me off though so I spent the majority of the day practising my contact moves and mastering the basics, slowly entering th associative stage (Pe crew).
Today also marks the Day that Bonnie returns to the mainland, away from those inferior inbred scum.... You all know who im talking about -_-
Anyways Bonnie is that lil bit closer to coming home which is totally brutal. Today also marks the Return of ELLIE and matt to Cairns :D which is awesome I gain a bestie and a brosif back for a week or something. Also my little cuz's are up from sydney so its like a fucking family reunion or something LOL.

ANYWAYS. Im heavily considering getting a contact staff as well, cause yeah this shit is fun and I need a longer and heavier staff for my studies in the art of contact spinning to continue so yeah dunno what ill do there... Ive also decided to pick up on my meditation cause that shit just makes me look like a ninja :)

Everyone Sarah has a blog now so make your you pry into her life by reading it :P

And I will not be blogging for sometime now as I travel to Tinaroo for some spinning and wakeboarding. So yeah the next one will be a big one...

Mattcalf, on the fifth day, look for my coming, at dawn, look to the east...

Bear Gryll's is a hero...

DFO DFO DFO

WOW! Last two days have been pretty damn brutal havent even had time to blog it up.
Yesterday woke up from Mattcalfs crib and played some early morning Baddy and had some sugar coated weetbix which was off the chain before I was picked up late to go the the dentist. This was mina brutal for me as I got good and bad news. Good: I dont need braces on my bottom teeth :D
Bad: I had 7 cavities (Apparently really bad).
Then Poo pretty much came over which was really just a night full of hardcore gaming...

I woke up thlate this morning and we started a fairly long and wicked day where we went to three separate shopping centres. We got dropped to Stocky and did shit all there but get in trouble by my old boss who can pretty much shake this. Then we had to leg it to DFO DFO DFO! where I got to talk to my BFFFFL Rebecca! :D:D:D:D for the first time in ages. We got to hang out shit loads more these holidays. Finally I went to centrals which was brutal as I met up with Mattcalf and Chuck.

THIS! was solid. In a very quick recount We, shared some jokes, had some yarns, ate some cookies (Shaped like a cock and balls), Stared at Elise, talked to matty martin <3, and got told by a security guard that she is a lesbian which was kinda a weird way to come out :S
Pretty much then had a wicked walk to the saints pool to drop mattcalf to his LTS lessons, the whole way of course we were hustlin'. ON THE WAY! A HILARIOUS CONVO WITH FROWNIE...

That was pretty much the last two days. Now onto some usual ideas and acheived goals by me in this time frame:
Ive pretty much been watching some vids on the www. and I have learnt some new fairly simple but cool looking contact spinning moves. Which is awesome, I want to learn some of the more difficult shit but it unfortunately it really does require alot longer staff. Therefore I'm beginning to think I should dump the idea of buying a normal length staff and buy one slightly longer so I can do some cool shit :p. Im slowely moving out of my fire staff newbism and going into the associative stage of learning... (Senior PE represent).

Anyways here is a photo of the shit we do:

Gummas

Well, today was pretty solid. Good effort by all the girls. Caitlin had her little demon friends Allison over (which when combined with shit loads of sugar is not a good pair). Then Lucy and Skeet came over, I was HOPING that lucy would save me but she totally added to the mayhem but helping Cait and Allison in destroying my myspace with terrible rhyming poems (Nearly as bad a Rick Ross) and bulletins that gave false information about me even though I let them in my myspace out of friendship and trust :P
Nakita was my only true friend BAH!
Had a pretty fun time all in all.

Rickrolled into Saints this afternoon where I had a mad fitness sess which I was'nt prepared for but when combined with Badminton was fucking off the chain.
Then came back to calfs crib and played some night baddy, followed by a mad chill sess and more webcam fun.
Then the night basically concluded on the deliberation of who will get what fire staff's. Which was decided on and I'm not going to copy pasta all that was discussed in the meeting, but its fucking awesome so yeah refer to mattcalfs blog for details; I mean after contact is the cause...

Yeah not frothin tomorrow I got to go to the fucking Dentist, which only has one good aspect... The brutality of it all. Then Poo is coming over for the night which won't really be fun cause I wanted to have another chill session with Rebecca cause its been to long :( *tear*.
Shit I miss that girl.
I'll see her Wednesday though so its all good.

Yeah thats pretty much It niglets...
I will leave you with a pic of my soon to be staff :
Man its so fucking cake....

Zen Bitches

Today was pretty off the chain.
Had the usual day of txting Bonnie, playing COD 5 fucking helping around the house which included taking shit loads of stuff to the dump. Man you can find some useful shit there.
Then tonight I went and hit up the nard w/ Clits family and Benedictine OConnorvitch III(Clits right he does need a shorter nickname). Pretty classic and slack until the mad fire spinning session shared by Mattcalf and myself which built up a suprisingly large crowd. Where we were getting shit loads of people filming and taking pictures of us(Fucking asians).Kinda weird though how Mattcalf was called a tripod by some random. It was also a night which was filled with us explaining the wicked GYC(Gap Year Crew NOT Gay Youth Corner) plans, and of my soon to be Armoury.

So yeah that was pretty much my day, got a fairly brutal day tmoz where im thinking of taking the epic hike up Mt. Doom A.K.A Ben's hill. Where we will have an awesome day of music and playing classic Xbox.

ANYWHO Here is a pic:

XBOX

Well today has been pretty good.
Big improvement from yesterday anyway. Started off pretty good, like the very start around 12:36 last night had some classic times on webcam with Mattcalf and Bec :P
Was meant to hit up Mattcalfs today, play a bit of Baddy (Cause we're Thug Life)
Parents however were hesitating about going to TInaroo again so that did work out. Then again I got another 360 today which totally made up for it...
So thats been a big part of todays entertainment. Another plus is that my neighbours hot friends are coming over to her house tonight, which is always classic, so Ill waltz over there for a while. any fucking way. Im gunna try do something active tomorrow, just for a change.
Here is an example of just how awesome webcam can be:

Blog Crew

Shit, its finally happened. Ive joined Blog crew...
Totally brutal but yeah, shit happens. So today marked the beginnings of the holidays.
They are going to be pretty shit if the next 2 weeks are anything like today.
Still got some pretty hectic plans though os yeah im pretty keen.
So far this is what I have...
1. Movie about Badminton w/Clit
2. Tinaroo
3. Fire spinning sessions
4. Taylors party
5. AMSA (Soft Rookie dares by Clit and Brown bear)
6. Work on my tannage

So yeah first post, pretty terrible but yeah don't be harsh total blog newb.
Always end with a rofl: